No one will ever understand the true depth in the concept of “self-sacrifice” than I do. I’ve admired this trait from my wonderful fiance. I’ve never seen such drive, such passion, and so much heart in a human being. I’ve never before thought such perfection existed until I was reunited with this amazing man. In the past 4 months I’ve developed into the person I always wished I could be. You’ve made me strong, independant, happier than I ever imagined I could be, and you taught me how to truely love. You’ve been patient and kind. No matter what horrible obstacles have stood in our path you’ve overcame each one with grace and never failed to walk me through it, ensuring my safey through it all. You’ve preserved my self worth and given me the strength I’ve been searching for for quite some time. I wish I was better with words, I wish I could some how show you how I feel. But I think you know how I feel. In the words barely audible in our “see you later”s I think you can sense the true emotions. You’re everything I could ever hope for in a man. Hell, you’re more of a man than any I have met before. Everything you are and everything you do just makes my heart melt. I’m mezmorized by the little things and the butterflies I got from seeing you for the first time again have never subsided. In four/five months I’ll be the happiest girl in the world and it just doesn’t seem real. I wish I knew what sort of good karma is on my side. Or what sort of plans God has in store for me to be so blessed as to have you in my life. Evan Michael Novicki, you’re perfect in everything you are. From Your perfect head of hair to your crazy toes, you’re perfect. The way you talk, the way you constantly smack your lips, the way you moan quietly in your sleep, the way you smile at me and pull me closer and tell me you love me when you wake up in the middle of the night, the way our hands fit so perfectly. God damn, Evan. I didn’t mean for this to be so long but it was way overdue. I’m blessed, that’s all I can say. I don’t know what I would do withoutthis amazing man to call my husband. And everyday I pray for him to come home to me, safe and sound. Evan Michael Novicki, I love you to pieces and am so grateful for everything you do for me even though you’re probably unaware of half of them. Please, never change.